To live or not to live

Lives springing forth,passing the normal era's to pass.
With inbuilt desire & ferver,for the pursuite of truth, among the whirles of time.
Some going hither , some going thither,exhausting available sources at hand.
Groping for rites & rituals to make their pursuite adorned.
Some being panalized by surrounding waves,for their pursuite so natural.
Some being kidded by teasing & taunting surroundings.
But struggle they don't leave ,without it feeling empty.
Is this panalization fare?
Some being able to keep to light,with help from divine hand.
Some being humble & solace of souls, for some the unending quest is just.
Some looking down upon their brothren, sailing the same pursuite boat.
But behind this all toil & tail is that burning sparkle , the invisible latent inbuilt one.
Questioning sometimes its own being,
To live or not to live?